Time

To Hold Her…..

For a time you hold so dearly
in your heart a desire to hold them tight, visualising them running into your arms like in a vintage movie with a burning desire matching that of yourself…  As soon as you see them during the time that never seems to pass by…
But when that moment arrives, all we are left with are a few uttered syllables in an ever so dry mouth and a crooked smile of unexpectance even though it was very expected…
Why is it so that the heart starts to beat faster than ever, at that very moment…
And we are left with no strength whatsoever to just go up to them and hug them right…
I missed her every single minute she was away, yet all I had to give her was an awkward smile when I saw her…
The truth behind it was more painful than one would imagine, the horrors of a broken heart are way beyond the unknown and the answers to why this feeling is everlasting is still a question mark…
Everytime she smiles, my heart seems to skip a beat, a state of nirvana is what my soul describes it to be…

Her eyes, they twinkle like the light of a million galaxies was trapped in them at their mercy to show them light…

Oh and when she talks, I can barely concentrate on the words that she speaks, instead I lose myself in the oh so sweet sound of her voice my ears were meant to hear, Day and Night! 

Yet, Now just thoughts of holding her till eternity in my arms, haunt me…

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What is it about the air…
That it fills me with tears everytime your presence is what I feel…
Maybe its something I can’t let go this time….
Maybe its you I don’t want to let go this time….

Love After Death…..

Love after death

Standing by these nostalgic amendments…

A dejavu I feel, through these known elements…

A calendar that says 1682, along the familiar tiny window…

The sunset rays fall upon the pictures, on the desk now hollow…

Still I stand as they are of you, old and shattered…

You were there in my heart then, with your pieces scattered…

Is this a strange coincidence, or the power of our love vow…

I loved you more than ever then and forever now….

 

Time To Change…..

Time to change

Jumbled letters and a frozen vision,
Signs are striking hard, like a major concussion,
In the lap of skeletons, have I grown to realize,
There’s no easy way to get out, how much ever you pressurize….

Let it go, let it out, learn to breathe and calm down,
It’s not a race, bring on a smile, why frown,
Reasons I see, may be many to invert that smile,
Revert it back, as bad doesn’t stick a while….

Open your heart, feel what you haven’t in time,
Let the breeze caress your ears and make your hair the chime,
These times are rare, that fill those empty spaces,
So stop waiting for’em to come and laugh at time’s faces….

It’s  good thing sometimes, to be free or to feel,
So give happiness a chance and let peace not conceal,
In your mind and your soul, just flow with the stream in you,
bliss will enter your door, in its hand will be a serene brew….

Things will change, with your time in flight,
The baggage you carry, will become so light,
The ocean of your emotions, will ripple with every smiling touch,
Will remove the darkness, enlightening shadows as such….

Choose your ways, to cope and breathe, be slow,
Nothing else will matter, but its change you must sow,
To begin it will be tough, a habit is being touched,
The worst we have of habits, the olds we keep clutched….

Let’s make a plan, to hum this song of smiles,
I hope to ride this ride, where there’s no hope for lies,
But a scope for growth, of our minds, away are sorrows,
And never again, shall we wait for good or happiness we’ll borrow….