Night

Strange Air…

Dark nights and a strange air…
Do you think it’s our future, calling us in?
Or is it just the past…
Tell me…
Tell me my sweet love…
Should I dive in deep…
Or Just float above…
Tell me…
O’ tell me my sweet love….

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Warming A Caged Heart…..

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Is it this vanilla night light upon the very calm waves, carving a pathway…
The reason for me to wish out of my sensical self of you, for you…
To be right here next to me, with your head upon my shoulders, resting…
Breathing, but oh so heavy that I can feel the heat upon my chest…
Caging my delicate heart, like you, for you to keep warm in these cold nights…
To shelter my soul with a briefest of touch, of your soul’s skin…
I wish in these times to loose all track of times, gone by or to come…
For one and only of many reasons I can possibly think of…
To be with you, in the spaces between this stillness of time…
To fill the gaps between the past and the future, healing cracks of the present…
You have this extraordinary gift you don’t know of, but I do…
The state of this peace I have attained, by just the thought of us, leveraging…
Our hearts for our souls, is not one sees in light at night around the darkest of corners…
But I have, for I have seen this light in you and I can’t walk back…
Knowing this vanilla pathway, leads me to you, your soul…
I shall just lie here still and wait, wait for you to come and rest upon my shoulders…
And warm my caged heart, under the chest you’ll someday breathe upon….

Stars And Love…..

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An ocean of emotions, at a distance but not from the soul…

A wildfire of passion, burning but parts of my mould…

A manifestation of sorts, deep rooted within me…

Your love is what everything to me, there is to see…

Exciting as it is, the thought in itself…

Listen to my words, do not pretend to be deaf…

For mutuality it craves, craves the warmth of your palm…

An electrifying moment in your eyes, a reflection of me but calm…

Flowing through my cracks, an exciting love like the dawn…

One at dusk, which won’t fall but glide across like glowing neon…

Light it will spread, to my body and soul like you do…

Our love will be every star, we’ll gaze at from our roof…

Oh these stars, that make you smile everytime…

I wish I could I die, so I’d see you smile far in time…

When no other star will survive, but I will…

To keep that smile, where it belongs to be still…

On your petal like lips, so lustrous and pure…

Like your heart, is my only cure…

Just lay still by me, keep looking beyond…

The grey highlights of the moon, of which you are fond…

I’d live like this, If I had to for nights to come…

To see your cheeks sparkle, of love called by some…

You say you love stars, to see them through clear ceilings…

Or mountain tops so high, But baby its these little things…

That you say, make my heart melt and mind sway…

To a distant world, we’ll call our own someday…

How you like to say happy, over and over again…

Pretend to not understand, my flirty remarks and refrain…

Cute is a word, that hardly come close to what I want to call you…

But helpless I stand, because there is no word in the dictionary too…

But just a light feeling of flight, In my heart thinking of your smile so dove…

This roof is my new home, because of our Stars and Love….

 

 

 

A Love Insomnia…

20140430-021258.jpgI can’t sleep…. I don’t know whats been happening to me lately. Every time I close my eyes, all I can imagine is her beautiful face and those tiny blunt eyes, which seem like they’ve closed everytime she smiles. All I do is wonder. So as to what is it that she’s doing right now, is she thinking about me as well. Does she ever think about me the way I think about her. There’s just something about her. Its really hard to explain at this very moment as to is going on my mind right now. I feel restless beyond the usual. I want to just go under her apartment and shout her name out loud while she looks down her window at me, almost amused and confused. I would just about give up anything right now, to just be able to see her smile at me when I tell her that I’m falling for her with every naive second that passes by. Then I wonder as to what she must be doing right now, may be she’s reading this. I hope she reads this. Its a very fragile part of me I’m processing here I know, but I don’t see a better way to tell her. To tell her that all I searched for, I found in her. All that I ever knew, I started to believe because of her. Its almost impossible, how she’s always right about everything. This might just drive her away from me as well. I’m really scared. I can feel the shivers in my almost crippled heart, paralysed with the love I’m saving for you. I don’t need much honestly, just a loving heart to love. A spark to reignite that fire, others extinguished. A fire that I promise will keep you warm on those cold nights, for till time will spare me. These lucid thoughts are just revolving vigorously inside my mind. These thoughts are of you, about you and for you. I don’t really know what this action’s reaction will be. But I’m touching all the wood around me for sure, in hope. I see vivid images of her, sometimes standing, some seated. She’s laughing and smiling in mostly. I guess because thats who she is to me, my strength and my happiness. She makes me want to calm down. To feel, to breathe everything in, to see things from a perspective I never knew existed. Its funny how I imagine her waking up every morning with those sparkling eyes opening like the wings of a new born butterfly for the first time, with a sense of utter and intense liberation from the seen. The world is such a better place to live just by knowing she’s somewhere around and that I will see her soon. But still somehow, I don’t know why I can’t sleep, all I think of is how she is and how beautiful she looks in those sweatpants. She’d never know, its a secret I hold with myself, only to soak all that radiance of beauty from her, its mesmerising to see her smile, to see her talk sense into me. I need her so much right now, that my body refuses to shut down. She’s like this emotional reboot to me everytime I think of her. My nights are occupied
In her wanderlust, and the mind in a love insomnia.

The Known Stranger…..

The known stranger

There’s something about this night…

The snow covered sidewalk keeps me tight…

Dangling my poison, in the brown paper bag…

No horizon in sight, but you seem like a known tag…

Our souls connect with the lonely street light…

This current of momentary love sparks up a fight…

In my heart that has known you forever…

In my eyes that has looked for you forever…

But it isn’t just time yet my dear…

We’ve crossed paths this time with fear…

passing by your soul, was a higher conspiracy theory…

Until next time we do, I’ll hold on to my heart so weary….

The Waves…The Moon….And You……

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The waves move the way your hair flies when a cool winter breeze passes you by, walking by the promenade holding my arms, with melting breaths taking me to a place I never imagined I’d ever reach.  With you by my side the moon seems not so far away as the glow on your face every time you smile lights up my world the way even a million moons couldn’t even if they tried to. Your fingers fit perfectly in the gaps of mine, sharing a dream with me of togetherness till eternity as you purify my soul with your innocent touch. These words mostly flow in the night because I see you, I see you as the light I want to be with or under when times are dark and cold just like this winter night my other nights are not so different when we aren’t together by each other’s side looking into each other’s eyes flowing away to a distant land where serenity with our hopes and dreams reside only with the faith that one day we shall be there together till time will spare. Just lie by my side and watch the magnificent sky by the shore and tell me, just tell me what you feel, say all that you’ve ever wanted to. Talk to me babe, I’m listening and I’ll listen to you the entire night, every night. Your words and thoughts give me that direction I’m in search for providing a clear vision to my destination enchanting my journey with bliss with every kiss you have to offer.