Beautiful

Midnight Sun…..

Midnight Sun

Tiny yellow lights, On big green trees,

Along the sidewalks, in our dreams,

where we walk, at midnight,

Beside the moonlit path, of white pleasures,

Craving your presence, I walked once here,

But now my love, I walk still here,

With you,

Never wake me up, from this heavenly dream,

Let this be my reality, to my grave,

This dream is, what I’ve been looking for,

All my life I searched, but here I found,

In my reality so you, seeming like a dream,

You don’t really know, how my heart talks to my bones,

Of mighty tales, of beating fast,

With every borrowed, touch of yours

I wish for this night, to never end,

For I don’t need no Morning light,

As you are my Midnight Sun, Under

These Northern Lights, of our shimmering love,

Sheltering our bodies in our arms, we thrive,

On each other’s breaths, feeding on your heartbeats,

We shall survive in my “dream”, My reality,

Shine away my Love, my Midnight Sun….

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I’ll See You…..

Butterflies

Few hours from now, I’ll see you again…

Hug you tight this time, I won’t refrain…

I’ll tell you how I’ve missed you, since last we met…

What an ache I felt, like being trapped in a net…

Caught between my mind and heart, I felt you there…

Everyday away, I pictured this day I swear…

Was it your eyes or your lips, or that smile you gave away…

All I know its you and only you, to whom my heart did sway…

Brief were those moments of insight, with you in my sight…

But embossed with your sketch, my heart took a flight…

Beer was your poison, exhaustion became our enemy…

But a story unfold, beyond the human anatomy…

Of souls and of stars, seducing my mind…

While I swam in your eyes, let my thoughts unwind…

Quiet you’d become after every three words, beauty personified…

I’d long for more words, feared to lose you, was petrified…

But this day has come, where I’m blessed to see you again…

Waiting for it to unwrap, feeling butterflies in vain…

Everything you are, all I remember through my senses…

I know you’ll retain, given any tenses….

 

To Me…..

To me

Its one of those days, When you feel not so pretty…

When your heart is sulking, feeling a close self-pity…

You sit, you lie down, you cry your eyes out…

Then look at me, looking for a reason to smile and pout….

 

Now hold my hand, listen to what I think,

Listen to what I have to say, cuddle those puffy eyes don’t blink…

Give me just a second or two, to get in line my lines…

To justify your beauty, for I am at a loss for words so fine…

 

To just say that you’re beautiful, is like calling your name…

But what you truly are, a Picasso in my heart’s frame…

I’ve never seen anyone like you, so serene is your nature…

An experience is what you are, of a life of personified stature….

 

So pure, so innocent, with tears like rare pearls…

I’ll collect them off your cheek, one by one fixing your curls…

And save them for myself, in mini jars of our love…

To show you their worth, to my soul so dove….

 

Your blushing cheeks, possess a story in them…

Which your eyes do narrate, to fuel my flame…

Your hair just talks, to the wind and me…

About dreams of us, and what we could be….

 

It becomes so hard to breathe, when you turn to me and smile…

Then look down and wonder, if you’re so fragile…

Perfection is what you are, in your tiny imperfections…

I’d change myself and everything around, dare I make in you, any corrections….

 

I would change my path, to see you somewhere…

To go someplace away, only I can see you there…

I feel I don’t deserve to witness, how beautiful you are…

The rising red sun, when you see from not so far…

 

No land or skies, could ever compete with your existence…

Even these stupid words, don’t justify your presence…

Just lay in my arms, smile to sleep your worries away…

I created a special home in me, where your demons can stay….

 

The fire in your eyes I see, I so love to play with…

A river in your heart I see, I wish to bathe with…

An ocean in your eyes I see, I want to drown in…

A Heaven in your heart I see, I’ll reside after my death in….

A Dangerous Fantasy…..

A dangerous fantasy

Standing not so far away is an angel, the mighty god took a sigh after creating…

And here you are in front of me with your dress swaying and faster, is my heart’s beating…

I see a truth in your eyes, an innocent story left buried under shattered hope…

But a smile on your face like falling stars, you make me wish, with you I elope…

My feet trembling, so eager to walk towards you, as the Yellow Sun turns Crimson…

You paint my vision canvas, with your Orange dress, now my Sun…

Come close to me now, hold me tight in your arms and never let go…

For I’m picking up my broken pieces, to hold together and love you so…

I’ve heard them talk of love at sight, but first is this feeling, to my momentary sublime soul…

I stand here holding my heart in your arms, for Heaven’s sake, do me this dole…

And look into my eyes, and melt in me, I will save you…

From this, oh so cruel world, to make our own, abundant love and judgements few…

These words are nothing but letters of desperation, to make you mine, forever in time…

But you’re way out of my petty league, I’m a subscriber to your divine presence, a crime…

The pieces have fallen again I held, as you walked back to the clouds I’ll never see…

But love is felt more inside than out, like your silhouettes alive in my heart, a dangerous fantasy….

 

Just Like My Dream…..

Just Like My Dream

A bar full of people, Guns and Roses bringing home the Paradise City back to life, it feels like a surreal dream to be alone in such a place. It’s almost funny how they look at you hopping from one buddy Jack to another. So many pretty ladies and I won’t lie, some beautiful as well. This place makes me wonder where did I lose myself in the whole process of growing up. There was a time, when not a single fuck was given. But today being alone here feels like my childhood is calling me. It’s a sign from above, telling all of us to stop pretending and be or do what we want. Not perform actions based on perceptions of the “LEVEL HEADED”. This has been one hell of an experience. These 3 hours by myself is I guess what I was missing. Something like a loss in translation. And it’s Summer Of 69′ just kicking me back yet again on this oh so cold bar stool. Aah! Now this is a sight! Everybody dancing to Jailhouse Rock and Love Me Do. Hahaha, this is turning out to be one special journey. So many faces, so many thoughts. It’s almost as if every expression on every face is my very best friend tonight and is making wild conversations with me. Splendid and confused is what I feel right now. OH MY GOD! The very girl of my dreams is here… And my my, is she the one or what. Man this night has taken a turn I never expected. I tried sending her an appreciative note, but the stupid bartender refused…. 😦 😥 AAAAAnd she’s funny -_-.

Whoa this LOVE at first sight thing is gonna get me killed someday. This is fucking my sobriety even more apart from Jack (11th drink :P). Damn she’s one of a kind. Like a stream of lonely waters calming my soul to an extent where I forget and lose track of what or who I am. It’s her all around, Just like my dream. I walk upto her and tell her, she’s the most beautiful creation of god I’ve ever laid eyes upon. We talk for a couple of hours about my life, my past, her life , her past. And just when we were on the verge of curing my insanity, I realised it was just my dream, Just like my dream….